introducing my Bmw Sauber F1 Driver

四面楚歌

我的生活象拍了一出戏
又成了导演的编剧
只说了台词一句
操控着我的情绪
那根本不是我的口气
想让观众看好戏
最后的目的
还不是在增进收视率
我不知道我有没有勇气
摘下他们的面具
我只知道
好象认真的男人最美丽
会不会
一直演下去让他们满意

asignment at kk

sleep at 6.. wake at 7.. move at 8.. ultra tired.. back to my hometown.. for dim sum.. nice.. hahaha..



quickly to kk for video taking.. den back very early.. too tired le.. den rain while back.. vv nice scenery..

well.. tired.. but.. quite hapi.. at least something is done.. haha

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jz to add some info..

finaly noe tat y i like pillow talk so alot..

so i will feel so warm.. so protected..

so i will de person beside me will stay there..

wont be leaving..

so i can feel some1 care abt me..

so i can slep..

so i can feel it..

Vacancy

izit reli so hard 2 get a fren?

i jz hope i can have a best fren, some1 tat can share my life wit me,

some1 tat will to have breakfast, lunch, dinner wit me,

some1 tat will tell me secret, tell me jokes,

when i m sad, some1 will be aside wit me, when i m hapi, some1 will be sharing wit me,

when some1 is sad, i will standby for some1, so do when some1 is hapi, i will be there to share.

izit reli so hard? to find some1 like tis? do i need to put a vacancy notice?

hiring best fren,

age, gender, qualification: whatever

salary: i pay u my sincere heart

some1 told me that i got alot of frenz, and got some1 as a best frenz

when i m sad and others are sad,

when i m down and others are down,

when i m angry and others too,

y i cant get de respond like others get?

wad happen?

i ask for nth, at least same wit others? can?.. i dont think so,

some1 say yes, but i m human, i can feel it, i reli can..

what have i done wrong? i jz wana get a normal treat from fren, i dont have good fren, how can ppl live without a good fren?

if reli good fren.. why get even worst treat from other ppl?

becoz i m good fren, others are best fren..

yeah, i dono wad m i trying to say

is there any1 tat will whisper beside my ear, and laugh wit me?

y so many diferent from last sem with tis sem..

muz it b like tis?

when i c, i noe, i feel some1 treat others.....

i m not jealous, i shd not b so occupying..

but at least.. i get the same like others can ma?

my heart was so pain..

memory was a pass, but i need to live in memory to b hapi..

at least, thx alot, for some amedment,

amedment.. haha.. we need to use tis in relationship? haha...

i reli vv jealous.. haha.. jealous.. wad is tis..

aih..

很多次了。。我都不知道要怎么表达。。但我真的想问，真的要变成这样？一定要？
像uk8讲的，要吗？不要吗？我已经没有的选择了。。