i hope i can be me..

its been another long time tat i didnt post anything here..

i m in kl now.. i feel reli...

creating tis voice of utar.. setting up a stage.. hope that those who r talented can shine here..

but its reli a very difficult pathway..

they say i have alot of fren.. is it true?.. they y i m so alone..

i tried my best..

in skol.. i m de so call very fierce.. they say they didnt dare to talk wit me..

i fel ok wit it.. thx.. for de fear..

but i always try my best.. serving my clas.. serving my fren..

any1 will understand?

in my work.. i reli work very hard.. and tis use up alot of time..

sometimes i get rejected 90% a day.. sometimes they didnt even wan 2 c my face..

but i ll try my best.. i ll try harder.. but.. i m so exhausted everyday..

not only my body.. but every beat of my heart.. every sence of my brain..

i reli hope she will suport me.. understand my situation.. i work so hard..

bcoz i hope i can support u financialy.. i dont wan those thing to happen again..

everytime u say u understand.. u support me.. u will care about me..

but y.. everytime it end up like tis..

do u noe how tired i m?

i hope i can be me.. be myself..